I [F]21 had sex with my ex [M]21 in the forensic psychiatric clinic he's currently locked up in

We dated last year but it was a mess, mainly because he was doing so bad mentally. That was the last time both of us had sex (not just with each other but in general). He then had a psychotic outbreak a couple months ago and is now awaiting trial in said clinic for what he did during that outbreak (I'll spare you the details). When he gets out and proves he's keeping his promises, we will get officially back together. Until then, I call him my ex. We still love each other, though.

I'm his only support. I visit him once a week. He got no friends, family, no nothing left. But his psychiatrist is the biggest bitch and wants to take his spot for therapy away when he's on probation after the trial (which will be in 3 months) if he's still in contact with me because he told her we used to smoke weed together (💀). I've held a job for years, I go to uni, I've got no record or anything of that sort and I'm a good person according to virtually anyone who gets to know me. ANYHOW, we knew this wasn't worth it so I visited him yesterday for the last time until he gets out. One of the nurses he gets along with really well and coincidentally was on her shift yesterday walked me to the visitation room. She told him she'd turn off the cameras for an hour HAHAHH (queen).

I'm 5'2, 100lbs with athletic features. Innie, pink pussy and nipples, cute ass and boobs. The definition of petite. Long, dyed black hair, blue eyes. He's 5'8, maybe 170lbs (?), dick's about 5-6 inches, circumcised, nice thickness. He's got dark-blond hair and blue eyes as well. My body county's two, his is three.

The visitation room contains a couch, a table, a couple of chairs and there's a small bathroom in it, too. We hugged for a long time, talked, he told me to stay strong and how much he loves me and how grateful he is I'm still there for him etc., gave me some stuff he crafted for me in occupational therapy and the weekly love letter he writes me every time I come visit. We cuddled and kissed, I started sitting on his lap, the visitations usually go like that, lol. I've actually given him BJs in that bathroom twice before (only very recently).

He starts grabbing my ass (I'm sitting on his lap in a way we're face-to-face, yk). We make out and I stroke his dick (above his pants). It legit takes one (1) kiss for me to get wet so after a while, I put my hands down there and start fingering myself while he's still grabbing my ass and tits. The door can't be locked, btw, and we just put a chair in front of it so it's semi-closed. After a while, I take off my shirt. I put on some reaaal nice lingerie beforehand. Pretty and feminine. Black semi-translucent bra with details and embroidery, butterfly-shaped undies with a thong-look in the back. I take off my bra after a while as well and make him kiss, suck on and bite my tits while I'm taking his dick out and use my wetness to stroke it fast and with pressure. He likes his dick treated rough. I take his hand and make him finger me now. This goes on for a while while I have to be extra careful because he gets close to cumming a couple times until I say "If I'm able to cum, we can fuck." He says he's too paranoid about the cameras, still, while I really wanna fuck on the couch.

But he makes me get up and shoves me into the bathroom (hehe) and we continue doing our thing there. The bathroom door is actually also opened a bit because I hate the fluorescent lighting in it so we have it turned off without standing in the dark. I get back to fingering myself. We're standing, I put one leg up on the toilet seat. The bathroom is actually always really clean, btw. It's generally a bit hard to cum for me because I take a high dose of an antidepressant and usually masturbate lying down with my legs up so I can flex my hip area and get a better sensation. Well, like I said, we're standing there, I have one arm around his neck my head's on his chest while he's kissing me and grabbing my ass, still. I tell him to hold my leg steady and do the same thing with my left hand so I don't twitch as much and the energy goes into my clit. My legs do be twitching when I masturbate :3. Anyways, I concentrate, he's kissing and caressing me the whole time and I eventually manage to cum after about 13min. Was actually pretty interesting doing that standing up. I'm rather quiet but when I cum, you can hear it, iykwis. I wonder if they heard it in the hallway.

Anyways, we get back to him now. I tell him to get a chair so I can ride him. We're giggling as he does. He's gotten kinda soft now so he asks me to give him a hand job again. After a minute or so, he stands up and makes me give him a BJ instead. Me being the blowjob princess I am, he gets hard again instantly so he sits back on the chair. It's a bit narrow so I'm standing on my left leg while my right one is on the edge of the chair. I'm still super wet from cumming and slowly try sitting on his dick. Once again, we haven't fucked each other or anybody else in almost a year. I actually only lost my virginity at 20, too, and have only been ("penetratively") sexually active for 5 months in my whole life.

Ah, how I missed and DESERVED that pressure between my legs. I have to go real slow at first and gave him that 🥺-look. I'm really tight so when I move up and down a bit to make him get deeper he moans and grabs my ass harder than before. His beautiful eyes go neanderthal-mode (the straight ladies will know what I'm talking about) and I start riding him. Switching it up between grinding and moving my hips just how he likes it. I feel beautiful yet really dirty at the same time and I know he's in heaven right now, forgetting about everything around him. When I tell him I need some help because it's pretty exhausting the way I'm positioned, he pulls my ass up and down with my riding motion which added more tension. I lovee that about cowgirl. I'm moaning too as I'm finally feeling some dick deep inside me again, it was so hot. My hands are grabbing his strong neck, my nails leaving an imprint. You can hear is fucking. He tells me he's cumming and does so inside me after about 5min which I wasn't mad about at all since our time was almost up anyways. It's a compliment either way, if you ask me, and you can't blame him because I got that 5-star-pussy☝🏻. We kiss some more, I sit there with his dick still inside me. He slaps my ass and tell me to get up. When I do, his cum runs down my leg🤤.

We freshen up, I give him my undies and he puts them in his jeans-pockets , hehe. We put the chair back and cuddle some more on the couch. He tells me how beautiful and sexy I am and how wild and hot what we just did was. I love being a slut for someone I love🥰. He'll miss me so much, hehe.

Then the nurse comes in. I wonder if she noticed my lipstick was gone now, lol. A nice memory to cherish, the next three months will be hard. Hope you liked my story!