[MF] Got tired of edging myself [F] so I begged my roommate [M] to fuck me. PART 1
I've been trapped in this apartment for 7 months because of you-know-what so my only source of pleasure has been touching myself to porn every night. It got so repetitive that I even explored edging.
I'd get close to cumming and I'd just stop, I get frustrated, and cum even harder when I finally let myself. I did this for a while until edging got repetitive too. I wanted a playmate. I wanted someone in control of me. I was tired of it just being all about me.
My best friend's brother lives with me temporarily because he got kicked out of uni housing. I'll be honest, since meeting him, I assumed we would've done something sooner but he's the type to just stay in his room and play games 24/7 so whatever.
He's absolutely fit, 5'10", long curly hair, and I could only imagine how big his dick is (which I got to confirm last night lol). Like fuck, I really would just spread my legs if he even so much as hinted at it. BUT HE NEVER EVEN NOTICES ME AT. ALL. To him, I'm just a landlord.
Yesterday, I was doing the usual. Scrolling on PH for a while and touching myself to random videos. I tried everything but nothing was good enough. I told myself "fuck it" let me embarrass myself.
I knocked on his door and he said "what?" without even moving from his chair. He was playing League or something. At that point I felt stupid, I didn't know what to do. I was standing there in my tiny biker shorts and my tank top like a fool staring at him from outside his room.
"What do you want?" He asked again, urging me to leave him alone.
I just lost it and walked in, asked "what are you doing?"
"What do you want?" He asked again.
"Um," I just swallowed my nervousness the same way I hope to swallow his cum and kinda... kneeled under his table and stared at his dick. THIS SOUNDS SO STUPID I KNOW BUT I WAS DESPERATE AND I DIDN'T WANT TO SAY THE WORDS "I wanna fuck" AND I ALSO DID NOT WANT TO HARASS HIM.
He peeked at me, closed his laptop, and said "you're being so fucking weird."
I just sat there frozen until I could say "I couldn't finish. Like, I tried and you're hot and I even used my toys and shit but I couldn't finish"
"What the fuck do you mean????"
"Like, cum, I couldn't cum."
"You want me to fuck you?"
"Well, no that's not. Well yeah actually. PLEASE. I'm so frustrated and I promise I won't tell and if you reject me fine it's okay, but I just can't take it anymore."
"Okay, you are sooooo weird. Is this a joke? Is his sister's name fucking with me right now?"
"No please, you don't even have to fuck me I can like suck your dick whatever you want just, anything."
He stared at me for a minute, pulled the strings from his joggers then said "show me you're serious first."
This was like a dream come true to me so I literally rushed to pull down his joggers and pull out his dick. He was big, bigger than I expected but I wanted to make sure he wanted more of me so I held his dick and just took it all in down my throat. I was ready to keep sucking him off until he just pulled my hair to get his dick out, pulled me out from under his table, turned me around and bent me over the table while he was still sitting on his chair.
He wasn't even talking anymore, I thought he was gonna stop but he didn't. He stared at me bent over his table while he sat on his chair rubbing his cock. I tried looking back at him but he pushed me again. He pulled down my shorts and underwear. I was so fucking wet. I was shaking, I just wanted him to touch me, play with me, fuck me, ANYTHING. I really just wanted him to do anything to me.
He pulled at my waist so I stood up, my back still at him, he was still sitting down. He held my waist with one hand and his dick with the other. This felt like the longest few minutes of my life. I just wanted him to put it in.
He sat me down slowly onto his dick and it felt sooooo fucking good inside me. I just felt everything deep inside me. I swear I was shaking. This was the best thing I felt this year. He held my entire body and I jumped up and down his dick.
He held on to my entire body and he stood up, he walked over to his bed and threw me with my back still facing him. He put his dick inside me again and just fucked me hard. He fucked me and fucked me. He treated me like a toy. He didn't even look at my face. I was just a hole to him and it felt so good.
He said "is this what you want? You whore. You should've just said so. You could've told me you wanted me to fuck you. Do you want me to cum inside you?"
I couldn't answer. I just felt so good. I didn't care where he came, and I guess neither did he because after a while he just thrusted one long thrust and came deep inside me.
He collapsed on top of me and we lied down there for a while until I just quietly stood up and ran back to my room.
We haven't talked all day, I've been keeping this in because I can't tell ANYONE, especially not his sister. But I want him to fuck me again. So bad.
